Good evening, good people.
Happy new year, I hope that this will be a great year for any of you. Already make resolutions for 2012 yet? Getting married? Having a new boyfriend? Graduation? Or maybe planning to step one of your best friends in the back? It's none of my business, anyway. So, is anyone feel weird to see year 2012 on your phone calendar? I feel weird. I used to see and write '2011' for the last 365 days and now I'm going to see and write '2012' for the next 366 days. Yes, sometimes it's strange when we get force to accept the changes. Sorry, I talk about date, not the one you love.
How was your new year's eve, guys?
I spent my new year's eve with my girls at my apartment and Samarra cafe, Kebon Sirih. Listening to DJ and some people were dancing and drinking and smoking and I myself sat on my chair, tried so hard to not throw up. I don't really like bar, actually. All those progressive songs, dance floors, beers, cigarettes, and stuff and stuff, those are not my things. But as long as I'm with my girls, I know everythings gonna be fun. They know how to make bad things turn out good. Soooo, I actually had a good time last night, specially when the clock hit 12 a.m. Fireworks started blasting everywhere and DJ played 'fireworks' by katy perry and people blowing their trumpets and saying 'happy new year' to each other. Me and my girls were embracing each other and sang together. In the middle of the fireworks and song, we made a circle and prayed together and in the end, we did a group hug. Felt so good after all.
Anyhow, that was our last new year's eve being high school students and I'm kinda sad for it.. Sigh. 2012, the year of reality... I realize that I'm turning 17 years old this January. When I was a kid, 17 was a big number and people who are 17 years old are so big and old. I suddenly hate 2012 for making me old. 2012 is also gonna be a year for me to struggling for a better future, a year for growing up and maturing. Right, 2012 is going to be long and rough and better than 2011.
I will survive, tho. I know I will.
I will survive, tho. I know I will.
Heres to the new year. Bring it on, 2012.
I hope world won't end this year. I haven't marry anyone yet so please don't end.